my boots are weighted, punishing every step.  

I try to move forward and but am filled with regrets

What might have been, what I could have done

Now my boots take me down, when I try to run

Just take me down, down, down,

to where the world isn't round round round

i’m right at the edge, edge, edge

Looking over that ledge, ledge, ledge

Can’t help but look back, back, back,

with my heart in my hands hands hands

i’m bleeding within, in, in

Mind’s no longer my friend, friend, friend

when will it end, so I can try this again.

It was years of self doubt that brought me to me

Each step going slower till I was nowhere to be

Now I’m sinking and drowning and I’m still cant stop crying

Determined progression is a ghost I rely on

Just take me down, down, down,

to where the world isn't round round round

i’m right at the edge, edge, edge

Looking over that ledge, ledge, ledge

Can’t help but look back, back, back,

with my heart in my hands hands hands

i’m bleeding within, in, in

Mind’s no longer my friend, friend, friend

when will it end, so I can try this again.

Remember when time was my friend.

My eyes were so blind to the impending bend

When the vision has cleared, I’m left in my shoes

That are dragging me down, to the bottom with you.

I remember walking on air, air

Wind in my hair, hair, hair

Light as can be, be, be

unbearably free, free, free

Persistent memories, ees, ees

throwing boulders a me, me, me

watching me drown. drown, drown

sinking into the ground, ground, ground 

when will it end, so I can try this again.